July

It has been a while since my last post.

Now, it's already July in 2013.
Somehow, am not ready for the next day and days ahead. I never ready for upcoming days though, just like before. I hate facing the same thing where every single precious moment always runs so fast, just like I'm not given a chance to have a good life for a longer period ; parting again with those i love to be with.

Now, i'm all alone here, stranded, wasting time for hanging on to nothing. Am not fit with this, i dont like it. This feeling is unbearable, i cant help myself to get rid off this.

I'm hopeless. again and again.

p/s : For what can help me, ease me, that's all i need.